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♥ Disappointed...
Sometimes i really hate the place i m living now but at times i still consider myself luckly compare to others who are more unfortunate than me! As i have a roof over myself even though is living under someone esle house...
- However this can't change the fact i wanna to leave this house as fast as i could, seriously... My grandma forever think that i am lousy, bad, always playing cause i m a granddaugther not grandson or SON! Damn it i really don't like the way she do things or treat me but i got no choice cause i got no place to move...arrggg, i think i will go crazy soon one day!
--As for my aunt, she bring me up so i m in debt to her which i don't know how much or how long must i take to repaid this long run debt...seems to be endless and now everything we talk about is MONEY! Is a very sensitive issuse now to me, I never like to talk about money yet when i m back in this house, yah that all we can usually talk! What more,I help to paid for the car loan yet i can't use the car, always changing their words just to prevent lending me the car and each time i use i suppose to pump back the petrol! Rrr..... Really can't take it at times, want to just leave this place...If someone will to ask what abt my parents, well to me they are equal to dead, cause they don't bother and not responsible to us. I not blaming them cause now that i can look after myself just feel tired and disappointed! Sometime is best that you don't know your parent past then to know it too well cause more disappointment you will have! Of cause Jealous with ppl have family and i hope to have a happy family where by i can jus depend on them, perhaps if i will to have them, then today won't have this character joyce! Stubborn, Independent...hehe >_< **Perhaps** Anyway This teach me to be never in debt especially to your family members or anyone cause you don't know how much it take to paid back! Just depend on urself that the best... I swear i must work double hard to get out of here ASAP! I wanna a life, a house of my own :)
Tired...Need a shoulder to lean on...