Team team team...
Is it really up to so complicated despite such a simple n small team? Isn't kayaking suppose to be more individual sports yet now we can face with such many problems i would say! Sweet n simple words yet seems so deeply with meaning...Okie i believe everyone, need a stopping point to listen to what have happen but at the same time i believe wat aixing say is rite, we should reflect on ourselves too cuz it takes two hands to clap not ONE! Before even this happen why in the first place is happening...Age? Jealousy? Diff in physical? Or jus character in individual?And really is becuz of us not urself? Think thru...Everyone reflect pls...
I need to take a breather cuz things are jus too much to handle...seeing things this way i seriously think we might jus close down e team :)
Afterall...we are all adult learning place why on earth childish things are happening...
I m going to die soon... After the test water today, i think or confirm i will be doomed soon! Gosh... To think i have capsize, drop my weights! I totally gone blank at that moment. Honestly i dun noe, the water condition is bad at the last 500m and at lane 6! Tat water fountain, cause a big phobia in me, i keep staring or look at it each time i m nearing there...it cause me to slow down, panic and nearly capsize each time i go near!I can't...
Haiz...it seems pointless to talk so much now, with everyone encouragement,plus i m already in for this race i jus have to go thru it and pray tat god is good let me get into straight final! And NO MORE LANE 6 pls... i really hope and want it badly the cookie tat i been training for....
Make a deal with jin n xing, not going to give up not even till the very last min so yup i will buck myself up! Joyce u can de... jia you.... same to the rest:)
And one more thing... thank coach :) for all the confidence u have in me... i feel very touch by wat u say and i not going to give myself up!
God pls bless me everything to be fine and turn out the result i wanna! Amen :)
