I feel so lost and helpless... Seems like everyday i am in a rush and catching for something! Cause my year 2 teacher speak so fast that i could not follow up alreadY! Now one week 3 of the school yet i can feel the pressure and stress coming from teacher, uncle and myself sometimes even the surrounded friends too... Body is worse, each day i am getting weaker and weaker cause falling sick so easily! I haven fully recover from my flu, sore throat... See doctor which cost me $42bucks!!! Haiz Plus after training i am too tired to continue study at home! Energy bar pls :(
My feelings now: *The higher you climb, the more people below await to see how heavy you fall and never to pick yourself up! oh no....
Gosh i think i am suffering from parnoid schizophrenia!!!
Seriously Worried i can't handle this sem cause having attachment at week 5 and training together must meet my groupmate for 5 project out of 9 subject i am taking which need to hand in when sch reopen at week 11, present on week 14 onwards! exam week 18,19... Arrrgggg....... How how how.! Can i have more time and more brains that can work fast so can't relieve my burden and score well at the same time!
Sometimes i hope or should i say i wish i can swallow down all the books of information...How nice would it be...
Some of my groupmates, boring after too much discussion....therefore must take picture to relax! lol....
Lastly.... I am tired! Tomorrow going to be a long day again cause training follow by kelvin celebration and study! Must start tomorrow, can't afford to slack! All i need now is focus and discipline!
Joyce wake up and jia you...