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♥ Now i understand
I just have just shut my mouth off... why am i talking at that point of time...Watever have happen, no one is to blame but urself! Perhaps the theory is right, when u point the finger to a person, at the same time u are pointing back 3 fingers at urself... Stupid me >_< Is damn dumb of me i think to speak up... when a person is piss, u said nothing but anger words, so it tends to be awful to others ppl ear...Arrggg...

Now I really don't know how long this things will take to heal back but the scar left is going to be there forever... I dun Noe how long more before the trust needed to bulid back to the past or in fact the bond is always not there.... I seriously dun noe! Suppose i am the one whu needed to change instead and thinking over and over, I now fully get what coach meant...

Strong headed, stubborn and straight forward person will only lead me to more individual rather than .... I am thinking of giving up, need more time to think over! This seems better choice to me :) At least i will have other focus on :) I am tired, seriously tired...