I m going to die soon... After the test water today, i think or confirm i will be doomed soon! Gosh... To think i have capsize, drop my weights! I totally gone blank at that moment. Honestly i dun noe, the water condition is bad at the last 500m and at lane 6! Tat water fountain, cause a big phobia in me, i keep staring or look at it each time i m nearing there...it cause me to slow down, panic and nearly capsize each time i go near!I can't...
Haiz...it seems pointless to talk so much now, with everyone encouragement,plus i m already in for this race i jus have to go thru it and pray tat god is good let me get into straight final! And NO MORE LANE 6 pls... i really hope and want it badly the cookie tat i been training for....
Make a deal with jin n xing, not going to give up not even till the very last min so yup i will buck myself up! Joyce u can de... jia you.... same to the rest:)
And one more thing... thank coach :) for all the confidence u have in me... i feel very touch by wat u say and i not going to give myself up!
God pls bless me everything to be fine and turn out the result i wanna! Amen :)