Okie, Nwcc is so soon and yet i think i been very negative this few weeks! Perharps due to stress ever since school restart from attachment cum 2weeks holidays! Don't even feel like going back school but Work is pile up till i hardly can breathe! well is getting worse as exam are coming and so many presenation next week! Gosh... Sleeping late at 4 to 5 am in the morning is becoming a habbit due to rush my project ensure is on the right track! Training has also been on n off for my performance, honestly i m just disappointed in myself till last nite... a wake up call mah i would say....
Yesterday mel came to training to take excuse letter. We had a chat on how good qifang n her partner even with jus 3 training, no more confidence i said. Just dun go race...I think kind of scare her too. When walk to the toilet, before mel left, she stood there and wait to say: Joyce wo xian zhou, quack dian jiang ni you confidence: (Joyce quick tell me you got confidence or not...)
I don't know how to reply to her and jus ask her hurry go back. Sorry Mel, but i think over it :)
- Now this blog is specially delicate to all NWCC girls include my new partner:)
*To Mel: Honestly i don't know how well we are doing or how much confidence we have! I scare i m a burden to you and at the same time i m worry as i been cutting down training due to my studies stuff...I feel lousy and pulling u down. I can see from you that you have alot of confidence in me n our k2. I think over n over and now I want to shout out to you loud and clear , I DO HAVE THE CONFIDENCE In OUR K2! Really... though our pairing up is last min n not many training, i believe as long as we can focus n trust in each other tat is part of winning! Of cuz i do wish to bring u together to win a medal for urself n me but winning not the medal but finish e race without any regret is the best result we can show to coach & if we have medal tat will be even better :) We don't pressurize ourself too much, jus concentrate on getting into finals and see the end result. Okie...
* To Sher & Jelly
Just realise dun have pic with jelly! Must take at race!!
All the hardwork of training, we must show our result. Training is little and all e trouble we went thru, we must not let it go down e drain... Jia you for each events and keep thinking what u see at the end of the race :) it helps to motivate...
** Jing and Ai xing
Are you still hungry for medal?? Well I DO! I Need more... before that,
Thank, thank alot for all the concern and advise you two have been giving to me during this period when i keep emo n negative! Really very touch and sorry to keep pulling myself down despite everything! But now i won't, hopefully hehe... i will buck up! I Must win the medal for all the training i have gone thru and THE K4 Medal,...even is one event that the three j's is going, Tell u gals, I want it badly, i m hungry for it and i believe the two of u alsO! We shall go grab it down at the end of 200m :) Tat a deal, when u are tired, think of each other like how we do for NCC! We shall have the smile at the end and shout out yesh!!
So NWCC girls, get prepare for a tough fight at this weekend and grab down the medals! Hungry.... Together nv nv ever think of giving up, only to push on and stay with the crew till the end! I believe each of us can do it! ALL the way~~
** FYP, ATTACHMENT, STUDY, pls pls rest well and early for saturday.... Eat more carbo this few days n drink up lots!
No longer can i have the thoughts to give up or say i got no confidence! I together with mel shall go grab the medal we long wanted! Just give us this chance:)
Okie, Nwcc is so soon and yet i think i been very negative this few weeks! Perharps due to stress ever since school restart from attachment cum 2weeks holidays! Don't even feel like going back school but Work is pile up till i hardly can breathe! well is getting worse as exam are coming and so many presenation next week! Gosh... Sleeping late at 4 to 5 am in the morning is becoming a habbit due to rush my project ensure is on the right track! Training has also been on n off for my performance, honestly i m just disappointed in myself till last nite... a wake up call mah i would say.... 
