Hard work, hard work and ur result shall be paid off... Is it true? Well is a PACK OF LIES! well let me share with u why: Just got my result and saw my posting result, a nice and fucking C+ for the credit 14! yeah is 14 not little but alot! and yes i got c, laugh all u wanna... cuz i think i m laughing at myself now too... hahaha... stupid joyce! To think u can get this type of result for ur attachment! U... sucks...
Honestly I m not demanding that i need or deserve an A but surely not an C+ cause all the comment given by the lecture in the book at the end of the posting is, well u have done well... u read n sign! So here is wat the Load of bullshit they say to me... Joyce is a steady, fast learner, hardwork, seek opportunities to skills, proactive, confidence in her work, motivated and dillgent, keep up the good work! So nice comment tat make ur day WOW or yesh is a good posting... haha but aware this are all just a PACK OF LIES! Behind show ur result it become C....the teacher are telling me to keep up the good work of c grade! To whoever have write the comment, i dun noe if u are blind or ur calculation got problem... if i am lousy, need improvement, pls tell me and i m willing to change with grace and accept my mistake. Dun tell me fucking bullshit to make my day cuz it hurt at the end of the day! NOT jus a simple hurt but also u make me doubt my abilities to strive for harder result! No reinforcement but well done negative reinforcement! And i m dead without a reason, even a patient whu die suddenly, have the rights to know the death cause but wat abt me... i m now like a ghost whu cannot reborn cuz i m having angry and unsolve question here!! how did i die from this? no one answer this question jus tell me work hard! STOP PLS... each time u tell me to work harder i doubt my abilities more cuz i know i have done all my best, yet this is the result.. HOW! tell me lah! Worst thing... went to find the head n here is wat she say! Laugh or cry... when ur head in charge tell u, DO YOU KNOW ACTAULLY C+ IS ALSO A GOOD GRADE! hahaha.... is the most funny joke i ever hear already! HEllo i m not student tat will be happy with just a C+ grade! Wake up ur mind can... is discriminating me when u say such things to me... ask me how is my posting, did i do well... my studies leh... ask me so much yet dun tell me the reason jus say continue to work harder... How to work harder...have i done badly in studies? NO, Cca? NO also, attachment oh this is good! FUCKING HEll entertain me... den how to go further when i did my best this is wat i get! U not only pull my grade down but also my doubt! Now i m having so much doubt... i dun noe... feel so empty mind with jus the C+ in it.. hate myself! But well all the best to u cuz many ppl say tat why teacher sit in office, jus get paid! SIT and hope u get pressure sore soon!!!!! Den u will noe wat nursing care can i provide!
NYP SYSTEM JUST SUCK lah.... i will remember watever happen de.... i hate NYP! did i make the right choice by going in.. i think i did...
♥ Tigger
Name: Joyce Ho
Age: 22
Birthday: 14 July 1987
School: Nanyang Poly
Email: Joyce_ted@hotmail.com