Yes... can't spell it without 'U' which is me now! So i m the failure totally now!
I m such a disappointment in myself now! Not getting it yet i dun noe why is it! But i think muz be due to The same reason agaiN! I hate it... I work hard yet i fail badly again! Laugh all u wanna ppl... i m going to give up soon, for there is nothing for me to hold on anymore! The dream i wanna getting further away from me and the effort i have put in all came crushing down on to me noW! Heart feel so heavy and stress. guess Let me jus live the way i m now, feeling so useless n helpless!
Once again i m lost in direction... wish to be alone. Think of what i wannna, i now more than afraid than anyone or anything!